stabbed

The post that I made yesterday got me into serious trouble at work so I have deleted it. Four people complained about it - that means there's people that I'm "friends" with that just stabbed me in the back. If you still want to know my side of the story, send me a message and I'll let you know.

New favorite blogs

I have recently stumbled upon two blogs that I really like the first one being http://hauntstyle.blogspot.com/ As you can tell by the title, it has to do with creepy "images, ideas, instructions, and information for people who live for Halloween, or just want to add some creepiness to their lives". I do caution those of you who have weak stomachs or active imaginations to be wary while you look at the things on this blog.

The other blog that I discovered is http://www.lisafremontpages.blogspot.com/ She does vintage hair tutorials and other fun things that I'm really into. I also found her on Facebook, just type in Lisa Freemont Street and she has a YouTube channel too. I'm really glad I stumbled upon two blogs that *specialize* in two my most favorite things :D I hope you enjoy

not so bad but still

so today a coworker of mine told me that he wouldn't be in because an injury to his knee. When I walked into work the managers were having a meeting in the back. Then I looked to see who else I'd be working with, there was my manager and....me. Aw crap! I thought. After a managers meeting everyone is in a bad mood and then it was just gonna be the two of us - tonight's gonna suck! Then around 3:15 another coworker showed up & I was really surprised and looked at the schedule again. The morning schedule is highlighted in yellow and the night shift in pink but hers wasn't highlighted at all so I didn't even see it. Needless to say I was VERY grateful for that! Then after the meeting was over my manager came over and told us that we had a secret shopper on Saturday (I wasn't there because it was my birthday) and that we didn't do so well. So there is going to be a 5 pillar inspection on either the 23rd or 24th and that EVERYONE will be scheduled those days. *rolls eyes* The last one we had, we had a health inspection too AND it was Red Flag! Most ridiculous day EVER! Oh that also reminds me; another ridiculous thing that's going on is that we're supposed to learn the ranks of the officers in both the Air Force AND Army. I think this is absolutely retarded because we aren't owned by the government and I KNOW for a fact that they (the Airmen & Army men)DON'T CARE! I said from the start, why can't we treat them all with respect and call them 'Sir' or 'Mame'? So we had to take a test which the managers or supervisors answered for us and that was that, right? Ha nope. The General Manager of the Food Court has been going around asking different workers questions so today my manager printed up a little worksheet thingy that had the different rank insignia and titles for each one and how to address them. In the very beginning of the worksheet is says and I quote "When in doubt address them as 'Sir' or 'Mame'" *smacks forehead* WELL NO DUH!!!!! Gosh this place isTOTALLY RETARDED!!!! I can't WAIT to get outta there! So we didn't get finished up until almost 9 instead of 8:30 but its all good. When I got home as soon as I got in I asked Mom if she wanted to go on a walk around the block with me, which she agreed to do. I also invited my sister Trayci but she said no because she would actually have to find her shoes, ones that weren't sandels haha. Any ways I think that's all for today. :)

changes are coming

Hey ya'll so I've made a personal work chart and one of the things on it is to blog more often so here we go. I'm still on Base HOWEVER I am transferring to Robin Hood Sub Shoppe and Baskin Robins (working both). I was supposed to be transferred already but as usual things are taking FOREVER. Mainly I'm looking forward to decorating cakes again tho I've never done ice cream cakes. And of course the slower pace and less hours. I told the manager that its not about the hours and its not about the money, its about enjoying my time. If I'm still unhappy after transferring then that's it, I'll quit. Another thing on my personal work chart was to work on my online business every day even if its only a little bit. Hopefully I can be out of the work force or at least off base by the new year. HOLY COW it just hit me how close that is!

Oh I just remembered, I celebrated my 25th birthday on the 4th :D It was pretty small and almost got canceled but I decided to pull through and I'm glad I did. I will post pictures later when I'm on a different computer :) Any who I'm really excited for Autumn to get here. It technically begins on the 21st but it wont start here in Vegas until late October or early November. Halloween is gonna be a bust this year haunted house wise since its on Sunday :| oh well. BUT my best friend and I are planning on dressing up as Connie & Carla from this movie



That's right, women dressed as men dressed as women LOL Anyways I think that this is all for me today. I'll post something tomorrow :) G'night

gee wiz

OK yeah its been forever but whatever. I'm still working at the Base. I had an interview at a Mortuary but obviously didn't get it. I have applied at Spirit Halloween superstore and hope I get it!! I mean Halloween is only 99 days away!! I tried to transfer over to a different part of the food court but I found out too late that they were hiring and by the time I talked to the manager she had already stopped looking. *sigh*

July 1 - 5 was my family reunion - it was a blast even though some of the brothers couldn't make it out. Its all right, they have a year to plan for the next one. Those of us who were there early cleaned out the garage so that we could hang out there. Needless to say I have NEVER seen the thing so EMPTY! Even though we didn't get it ALL cleared out we still did a pretty darn good job for one day! We (I) found a few unpleasant surprises but that's to be expected when you're clearing out a basic abandoned building. We threw away TONS of things and were covered in dirt and dust and all sorts of ick by sunset. Just as we were finishing up other family members started to show up. Needless to say it was a blast and I'm super glad we got to enjoy each others company. Mom and Dad and Trenna are staying for the rest of the month, Dad cant stand the Vegas heat. So I've basically been by myself this month - Trayci stayed an extra week than planned because of a back injury and Tyler works early morning while I work nights and then he spends the weekend in Utah with his family. This week he brought Trudi and Trayci with him - its been a very eventful week. Trayci has chickens and when she got back came to the conclusion that some of them had to be culled (killed) because they were sneezing and their breathing was gurgling. She did a lot of research and discovered that this sickness couldn't be cured and was passed down genetically through the eggs. We lost 8 and 3 more are already on the list. Trayci says she'll be surprised if she still has a laying flock by the end of the month. I'll be surprised if she doesn't have to start all over from scratch. Sad but it happens.

So about the beginning of the year this guy asks to talk to me through myspace. I didn't know him but I checked out his profile and he was LDS and cute so I agreed. Sadly the only thing he wanted to talk about was "naughty" things. He kept telling me he really liked me and wanted to get to know me. But I argued that he could like me because he didn't know me and he wasn't even trying. Eventually we decided not to talk so I deleted him from my myspace and my IM but apparently he hadn't because every once in a while he'd pop up and want to "talk". Tonight was such a night and he asked the same stupid questions. This is how the conversation ended

ME: I don't want to hear it. if all you want to do is tell me about it you're barking up the wrong tree

HIM:k

Me: thank you.
why do you still talk to me anyways? I thought you were "giving up on me"

HIM: well i probably am a lil too wild for you

Me: we've already gone over this subject and have agreed that you are. But really the fact is; its not that you're to wild its because you don't want to stop and be good. You're heart isn't even trying to be good. And you want to find someone who has your same beliefs but will be bad with you. It wont always work that way and you will pay a hell of a price for it in the end
see the guy that I've been talking with is a convert so I know hes done wrong things but he's trying to better his life and seeking others that will lift him up, not keep him where hes at.
I know I've probably offended you but honestly that's ok. Because maybe you'll actually DO something about it. you cant be a fence sitter. you must choose
do you understand what I'm saying? Are you even still there?

HIM: i heard ya

Me: ok...are you gonna do something about it or are you just gonna let it go in one ear and out the other?

HIM: in and out

Me: ok. well please remove me from your contact list. I don't want to talk to you again. this...friendship or whatever the hell it is, is over. I honestly hope you have a good life and that one day you decide who and what you're gonna be. I hope that one day you remember not only who you are but WHO'S you are. Bye.

HIM: not a problem


I don't know about you but I feel VERY pleased with myself about how I handled that. *nods* but yeah. So that's about it...I think we've caught up. But even if we haven't its ok.

long time

Ok so uh...I'm back in with the family and was able to move things around to where I can keep my full size bed :D I'm sharing a room with my sister Trenna. I'm not unpacked all the way but still working on it. I requested a week off but I dont know if I got it yet. My neice Madison was baptised this last weekend so the family went up to Utah but I wasnt able to go. I had work and already had plans to attend a birthday party. It was nice to have the house all to myself but then again I hated being alone. This morning I got really freaked out - I got up to answer the phone & the back door was open about a hands width - my brother Tyler who had come home last night had left it open this morning when he left for work. Then I was in the bathroom and heard some really odd noises and so found some sissors and did a walk through. I hate being alone in the house for too long. Ugh.

It has gotten really hot really fast here in Vegas and because of that we had a chicken pass away. But we got 3 new hens and 4 newly hatched chicks so all together counting the rooster we are borrowing we have 31 chickens. Oi!

I dont think I got the job at the mortuary - I need to call to double check. But I want to contiune to look for something else. Work really is becoming a pain in my butt - now there is co-worker drama. I'm getting so tired of it all.

Well thats pretty much it. Until next time

This is so strange. I can publish a post from my cell but my little sister cant