gee wiz

OK yeah its been forever but whatever. I'm still working at the Base. I had an interview at a Mortuary but obviously didn't get it. I have applied at Spirit Halloween superstore and hope I get it!! I mean Halloween is only 99 days away!! I tried to transfer over to a different part of the food court but I found out too late that they were hiring and by the time I talked to the manager she had already stopped looking. *sigh*

July 1 - 5 was my family reunion - it was a blast even though some of the brothers couldn't make it out. Its all right, they have a year to plan for the next one. Those of us who were there early cleaned out the garage so that we could hang out there. Needless to say I have NEVER seen the thing so EMPTY! Even though we didn't get it ALL cleared out we still did a pretty darn good job for one day! We (I) found a few unpleasant surprises but that's to be expected when you're clearing out a basic abandoned building. We threw away TONS of things and were covered in dirt and dust and all sorts of ick by sunset. Just as we were finishing up other family members started to show up. Needless to say it was a blast and I'm super glad we got to enjoy each others company. Mom and Dad and Trenna are staying for the rest of the month, Dad cant stand the Vegas heat. So I've basically been by myself this month - Trayci stayed an extra week than planned because of a back injury and Tyler works early morning while I work nights and then he spends the weekend in Utah with his family. This week he brought Trudi and Trayci with him - its been a very eventful week. Trayci has chickens and when she got back came to the conclusion that some of them had to be culled (killed) because they were sneezing and their breathing was gurgling. She did a lot of research and discovered that this sickness couldn't be cured and was passed down genetically through the eggs. We lost 8 and 3 more are already on the list. Trayci says she'll be surprised if she still has a laying flock by the end of the month. I'll be surprised if she doesn't have to start all over from scratch. Sad but it happens.

So about the beginning of the year this guy asks to talk to me through myspace. I didn't know him but I checked out his profile and he was LDS and cute so I agreed. Sadly the only thing he wanted to talk about was "naughty" things. He kept telling me he really liked me and wanted to get to know me. But I argued that he could like me because he didn't know me and he wasn't even trying. Eventually we decided not to talk so I deleted him from my myspace and my IM but apparently he hadn't because every once in a while he'd pop up and want to "talk". Tonight was such a night and he asked the same stupid questions. This is how the conversation ended

ME: I don't want to hear it. if all you want to do is tell me about it you're barking up the wrong tree

HIM:k

Me: thank you.
why do you still talk to me anyways? I thought you were "giving up on me"

HIM: well i probably am a lil too wild for you

Me: we've already gone over this subject and have agreed that you are. But really the fact is; its not that you're to wild its because you don't want to stop and be good. You're heart isn't even trying to be good. And you want to find someone who has your same beliefs but will be bad with you. It wont always work that way and you will pay a hell of a price for it in the end
see the guy that I've been talking with is a convert so I know hes done wrong things but he's trying to better his life and seeking others that will lift him up, not keep him where hes at.
I know I've probably offended you but honestly that's ok. Because maybe you'll actually DO something about it. you cant be a fence sitter. you must choose
do you understand what I'm saying? Are you even still there?

HIM: i heard ya

Me: ok...are you gonna do something about it or are you just gonna let it go in one ear and out the other?

HIM: in and out

Me: ok. well please remove me from your contact list. I don't want to talk to you again. this...friendship or whatever the hell it is, is over. I honestly hope you have a good life and that one day you decide who and what you're gonna be. I hope that one day you remember not only who you are but WHO'S you are. Bye.

HIM: not a problem


I don't know about you but I feel VERY pleased with myself about how I handled that. *nods* but yeah. So that's about it...I think we've caught up. But even if we haven't its ok.